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Name: Ryan
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Kansas City
Birthday: 9/10/1986


Interests: Jesus and your girfriends.. no dying
Expertise: Monster Merchandise
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Media


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Member Since: 11/11/2002

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Monday, April 07, 2008

These lyrics hit me deep and really said a lot that I have felt as of late. I hope they do something for you as well.

Life In Your Way
-Reach The End

This is for all those who search for something more
Never give up, never give in
When words have no meaning because your time in hell has left you cold and alone
What was thought to be good in the world gave you the back of their hand
The breath of life has become empty, without feeling
So you, bury your head and distance yourself
The dreams still wake you in tears and nightmares, battery and anguish
Tears, nightmares. Battery and anguish
All that's good in the world can be wrecked in such a short time
and then you'll wonder is the end near
Take a chance, just one time. Make ready your heart tonight
And you sing:
Is this the end? This is all I have
Love is here now that you're at your end
Currently Listening
Waking Giants
By Life in Your Way
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Monday, February 18, 2008

Wow. 2 years since I've last used Xanga. Right now it is 3:55 am and with Xanga as dead as it is, I am really just writing this post to remind myself later in life of this moment. I read many of my old xanga post and man did it bring back memories. I have changed quite a bit but am glad that the Lord has remained. He is good. I am at this moment a single hard working 21 year old man. I am a man. It is strange. I am no longer young like I was in 2003 when I first had a Xanga. I danced at a show recently after not doing it so long and I've been sore for days. I just don't bounce back like I used to. Even thought at times it was hard to read some of my old posts and the comments that came with them it was good to remind myself of how much has changed and how much I've grown. I am thankful for so many things.

SO MUCH HAS CHANGED SERIOUSLY!

I miss the days when people shared there lives on this deal.

If you read this awesome! I probably wont get on here too much but you can comment. If you havn't found me on myspace or anything its just www.myspace.com/ryanhetu

Seek first the kingdom of Heaven and the rest shall be added unto you.
Currently Listening
A Rush of Blood to the Head
By Coldplay
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Thursday, March 30, 2006

A lot has changed for me.  Just keep swimming!? lolz?

I went to Still Remains after church last night.  It was a blast, and I feel completely old now.  It was the first time I have gone to a show at the el torreon in a long time.  I used to be able to bounce back and feel great after a show and now i feel like a cripple.  OW

God has a weird way of teaching us a lesson sometimes.  IT CAN HURT really bad but its by fire that we are refined and by trials that we are made stronger.  

 James 1:2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.

THE LORD WILL CARRY YOUR BURDENS

YOU CAN BE MADE FREE

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There’s a darkness in my skin
My cover’s wearing thin, I believe
I’d love to start again, go back to innocent
And never leave

Don’t give up now
A break in the clouds
We could be found
There’s nothing wrong with me
It’s just that I believe things could get better
And there’s nothing wrong with love
I think it’s just enough to believe

Rescue is coming
Rescue is coming
Rescue is coming
Rescue is coming

And there’s nothing wrong with you
And nothing left to do
But believe something bigger
And there’s nothing wrong with love
I know it’s just enough to believe

Don’t give up now
A break in the clouds
We will be found
Rescue is coming now
-David Crowder Band
Currently Listening
Look to You
By Hillsong United
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Ordered the passion messages on cd!  I'm stoaked to get them.

My band THE BODY AND THE BLOOD is playing blue springs highschool battle of the bands on Feb 4. sometime between 6 - 10 pm.  The cost is only 5 dollars!  Come check it outtt!

Currently Listening
A Collision
By David Crowder Band
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Monday, January 02, 2006

I'm at Passion 06 in Nashville with Chris, Sergey, Bryan, and Dallas!

Tommorow is registration!

I'm pumped

 

EDIT!

IT RULED

Currently Listening
Vheissu
By Thrice
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